The Life of Me, Smile Magee :)

2019 was the year everything changed. I rang off the year with a brand new blood disorder. People I thought would be in my life forever became strangers. People who I never thought would be important in my life, became like family.  My grandpa who for most of my life lived 5 minutes away . Moved 3 hours away. Days that were spent with Netflix in the background to cover a deafening silence. We’re now filled with screams, giggles, and Kids TV  Leaving me to wonder if I remembered what silence actually sounded like.  I thought my family would never again live anywhere close to eachother.  But somehow we ended up crossing the continent. Living in the same state. Being closer than we have been in so many ways  And being able to be together for Christmas and my Birthday. In 2019, I lost a lot of my health. Between millions of appointments and thousands of medical test. ( Counting end of December 2018 .)  I had 4 inpatient admissions.