The Life of Me, Smile Magee :)

And all it takes is one moment. One moment on a day that your trying to force yourself to believe isn’t terrible. To make yourself snap. Your not one to cry. But you find yourself bawling, as you struggle to keep your nebulizer in your trembling lips. Realizing this is going to be your life.  This is forever going to be your life  Where the treatments that keep you alive, are destined to kill you. Where the disease your trying so hard to fight, and understand  Changes the game on a seconds notice. Making it that much harder, on the quest to not let it kill you. Parts of you are always going to fail  New tumors are always going to grow. The pain .. the constant pain isn’t going to stop. This . Is . Your .life.  Your have been biting your tounge, in immense pain all day, but trying to hold it together  And your sweet nieces kept on crawling up on your legs to give you a hug, and make you smile  But You don’t have the heart to